Everything Went Not As Expected

Essa letra foi escrita em 12 de novembro de 2013. Ela é sobre desilusão e desistência. Dá pra sentir que ela tem uma vibe mais crua e inexperiente que as outras letras mais recentes, mas o sentimento tá aí. Experimente!

What is disrupting the sun?
Something isn’t right
I’m heading towards the light
No holy fire

All the thoughts of greatness
Stay behind the glass
I wonder what I see
May not be what it really is

My visions are cleared out for everyone
Missing handles on every other doors
This moment makes it hard for me
For it will not be resolved on this universe

Tainted patterns appearing at this side of time
Everything got off for me to stay inside
All the hearts I’ve seen are lacking beauty
I pray to get out from this miserable shadow

Destroyed all of the past regrets and self-shames
Now I aim to these broken paths
Lies went aside from the unholy lives
I’m breaking apart, yet building worlds
I feel there is nothing left to do
I am sick and wasted

Above the horizon
Expectations are shallow
So I may never think again
I’ll live up to it

Above the tides
Expectations are hollow
I stop thinking
I think I’ll live up to it

It reflects on everyone
Everything goes wrong
No thoughts
Maybe I’ll live up to it

Disposition is gone
Nowhere is where I’ll head
I guess I’ll never know
Never know…